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The Oubliette Trilogy: Future

by Christopher Carrion

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The Dreaming Disease 04:37
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1. The Dreaming Disease Words and Music By: Jesse Lacharite Album: Oubliette Trilogy - Future I think I'm flawed The schism begins I come apart It starts from within what brings us down Pushes us to the ground Is it beginning to show How it takes it toll The bitter thread that holds it together Only for now, and not forever You could say that I'm dreaming Life lived in shades of evening The weight of thousand things I don't need Pushes down on me... I lament as I fail It's easy to follow the trail The ashes of dreams left on the way You begin to wonder, when will it end? A cruel joke that continues to happen...
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Echo of Yourself 05:06
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Echo of Yourself Words and Music: Jesse Lacharite Album: The Disciple of Zuul - Act III The damage done to the self When we're taken off the shelf We'd like to believe That we're strong enough to face it again We all forget it Until we come to accept it That we're running from the pain The memories They shatter to pieces As they ruthlessly continue to tease us The threat that unravels The thread of our lives We all forget it Until we come to accept it That we're running from the pain I'm a million miles away With my head in the clouds I'm not really sure I want to stay An abandoned ghost town That lives in my head With all the things they left unsaid It's kinda hard to say When the moment is gone It's not a game we choose to play Will I win or lose? Another scar for my efforts I wonder why I even loved her... In the depths of despair You realize you don't even care What makes you a man? I know you won't understand Light me on fire And watch me burn Ashes, to the ground I return The faded signs that remain Tell you that it's over again A bitter reminder Of a life you can never live Light me on fire And watch me burn Ashes, to the ground I return The illusion of stability Propped on pills and insanity You're fundamentally changed And lose your perspective Light me on fire And watch me burn Ashes, to the ground I return
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FuckedinStereo 04:36
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2. FuckedinStereo Words and Music By: Jesse Lacharite Album: Oubliette Trilogy : Future It's dark on lovers lane When the music starts to play It's a sick game... that I, wanna play with Genie The dark melody that sets the mood I've got my hands all over her It feels so good The way I'm touching her... But then things start to change They get a little more frantic The trust turns to fear As she see's where this is going The fear turns to panic As her movements become more manic Her legs are spread wide, Time for me to give her a try... In times like these The mind shuts down In an attempt to minimize The viciousness of the moment As the tears are streaming down her face She's laying there in a stunned state My ugly leer... As the headphones melt to her ears In Genies mind She barely notices what's happening To her body it's all fluffy blue clouds And endless beaches of white There's that pain down there But I'm starting to get used to it It will be all over It's just a matter of time... As Tim approaches the car It's filled with smoke, he's freaking out Genie's in the back Barely holding on after the attack Tim is looking around Then he notices the walkman He heads into town To the hospital.... Then to Ragmans....
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Chrysalis 04:49
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4. Chrysalis Words and Music By: Jesse Lacharite Album: The Oubliette Trilogy: Future The shadow of humanity That remains and stains my purity All my feelings have been Denied... The product of severity Where the tears and fears are a casualty Is it a wonder I've turned from the Light... I wasn't always so There was a time not long ago When I had the desire to love But when your family Embraces violence and austerity You become a shell A vessel to be filled Oh the night you see It brings a kind of clarity and you start to perceive your place in the world where you come to learn there is beauty in the suffering as you embrace the dark in your soul When you start down that road You stay to the left and start to erode your foundation is built on lies and hate Make no mistake I'll kill you all to erase the pain I've found my purpose in the end As a child I was locked in a room for hours on end as a man I'm a reflection of the wrongs and the punishment I haven't an ounce of pity it opened my eyes to a new beginning The thought of entropy dissects my will to be I scour the earth looking For meaning in the obscure Finally I was shown a piece of the master plan The charred ruins of society Will serve as a warning to humanity That pain breeds dreams of death and decay
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Apophenia 04:37
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*If you're feeling suicidal or want to hurt yourself, DON'T, get help, talk to someone. Things will get better I promise, just hold on and understand that the world will and your friends and family will miss you, you are loved, believe in that* https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ - The U.S https://suicideprevention.ca/need-help/ - Canada Apophenia Words and Music By: Jesse Lacharite Album: Oubliette Trilogy: Future Another year slips away As the heart bears the weight You're hollowed out Diminished by self-doubt Once you used to be the King The center of everything The throne usurped By a complete stranger The light dims And the loneliness begins Left to wondering will you ever be happy again? The laws of entropy Every thing breaks down eventually Left to ponder cynically Suicide, seriously... And you start to lose faith The be-nighted shrines Slaked by the blood Of a thousand lives Across for attention Up for results Join a chatroom Get it on film... I've thought of thousand ways To end my life Overdose on pills Fall from on high I couldn't care What gets left behind The broken dreams The dark times The shadow of your former self Acts as a reminder To never trust again Look what it profits... Love isn't real It's just how we're programmed to feel Biochemistry, Lasting temporarily You need the will live Give it time you'll get over it You start to love the hate While life it dissipates Receding further Into the nether places of the mind Warped and twisted by time Padded thru the world Through the use of anti-psychotics I feel three feet thick I gotta wonder what's worse feeling depressed or living? I could be wrong I've thought it out There's no point anymore People won't even notice When I'm gone A bunch of things In my room To try and represent me... In death you see I'm finally set free
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Stale Gold 03:38
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Stale Gold Words and Music By: Jesse Lacharite Album: The Oubliette Trilogy: Future Running faster than ever before Trite lives are like a spinning door The ruin migrates to the fore Try to maintain but we always want more It always easy to see what's behind Bends in the road are easy to find Near misses that leave a mark Direct hits that knock you down Blind eyes that finally see No more tricks or mystery The world laid bare And getting fucked is just part of it... A little more cynical, a lot more nihilist Everyday the struggle is real Really?...who fucking cares? The truth is never clean The tainted currency of being When you realize that love is cold All that glitters is stale gold Do you see the dichotomy? You first then poor ol' me Our favors are bought and sold For the price of stale gold The apex of stupidity Dispersed digitally... The twilight of enlightenment When facts don't even matter in the end Only a narrative That's forever changing...
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Black Hail 04:09
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7. Black Hail Words and Music By: Jesse Lacharite Album: The Oubliette Trilogy: Future I see the sky darken Bruised, cripple clouds... Spinning on an axis Powered by emotion The calm and the silence As the hail starts to fall Strip the flesh off of me Is this a crisis of identity? The little pieces of me Decimated indiscriminately I've had it coming for awhile I've had to work through the denial When you're broken and you're bent It's a lonely descent Through the abattoir of doubt I wonder when I sold out I've tried to see What the hell is wrong with me The wind lashed coastline of my soul Just coming to terms For better or for worse The cycle of erosion The endless trail of supposition We're all our worst enemies Believe me... The eye of storm Keep pushing me off course Set adrift can't see the stars, no map, no compass Water, water everywhere, And not a drop to drink I scuttle my ship and go down with it When it sinks... I can see the fingers of God I couldn't hold on
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Kingdom of Really Bad Habits 06:50
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8. Kingdom of Really Bad Habits Words and Music By: Jesse Lacharite Album: The Oubliette Trilogy: Future Nothing can set me free All alone, the darkness closes in There's something wrong with me I've scrapped the years of loss and sin I want to laugh, to feel again... But I'm disconnected and torn to shreds Try to master the pain As it pulls me under once again Living in chemical haze Upon a stage of misery I play Cuz nothing ever goes way And I'm sad to say that I'm the one to blame SOLO When daylight fades away It's time for the demon to stoke the flames Burning what was me away Until not a single piece of me remains In it's own fucked up way I can't resist the pull and sway Try to make it through another day The prospects of death warm me Like a summer's day Living in chemical haze Upon a stage of misery I play Cuz nothing ever goes way And I'm sad to say that I'm the one to blame Don't tell me everything's ok You only know to lie and betray And soon will come a day When the ashes me will be washed away...

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This is a very dark and disturbing album. The music was designed to be more accessible that my other material but lyrically I go to some pretty dark places.

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released September 17, 2019

All Songs, Artwork, and Lyrics by: Jesse Lacharite

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Christopher Carrion Kingston, Ontario

Progressive Metal Artist from Canada. I do Death, Black, Progressive and Classic Rock. I have issues.

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